Releasing the Chaos
I’m about to be really honest with y’all. I lost it the other day... I don’t even remember the sequence of events that led up to this moment, but I do remember it was dark outside, it was the end of the day, the baby was crying, the dog was trying to eat the dinner I had thrown together, the cat was puking on the carpet, the husband was out of town, and I had used up all my patience and grace for the day. Y’all. 🙈🙄 It just happened.... I let out a scream. Not necessarily loud, just enough to release the frustration that had built up inside me. An exhale that escaped from me releasing all the chaos I was in with no one to tap out to and say “I’m done. I need a break. I need to walk away for a minute.” The funny part of the story was Aubrey stopped crying, looked me right in the eyes, and mimicked the exact scream I let out and laughed. It was as if she could feel my emotions and she reacted with, “oh, so this is what we do to handle this!” 😳 ...